The Game!

Start to read this book call The Game by Neil Strauss..It very useful for me which it teach me all about a girl and hell lot of tips..maybe someday i can use it once da..hhaha.


Omg! Wat my teacher say to me is real! She say i will be rich and a playboy which i had alot of girlfriend!! o.O. This book is all about a fuck up man whose no girl wan he, then got one day he went to a workshop and start to learn how to start to chat with a girl. By wat way and so on..i hope i can be he. One of the day i will use the skill i learn and use it someone and really hope it work..haha..wat skill i had learn? This i not planning to tell u cos it make me more "skillful" than other man. =)





Let talk about my past as you may not know me tat long, wat i still rmb is when i still pri school, i was the type of boy who don talk, i can don talk whole day beside buying food. Life is simply tat time and every thing gone well. BUT only when i went sec school. kane bully by the malay..Its fucking hard time for me and some time i feel scare to go school. *(wat i dare to say out is because i already overcome it and i will not let it happen)


But i still know some friend which i still contact to now, like jun hao, yong wei, joseph which is very nice guy. Around from sec 1 to sec 3, every time after school i will go to World of JJ right below Choa chu kang MRT. Its a shop tat selling card game and alot of ppl play a card game call


"Yu-gi-oh". I was so into it tat i willing not to eat to just to save money to buy card.





Because of this, I lost about 4kg but "DON TRY IT AT HOME!" Its a no go for your health. =)


Around Sec 4, I quit Yu-gi-oh and you wan know why? Its all about LOVE. Yes you right! I 16 yr old then understant wat is falling in love. So sad~~



Tis is the part which most of you don know about it. ITs "MY RELATIONSHIPS"..

Reminer for u all..Wat i say is my past, its to let u know me better. Reason why i like u and wat thing happen tat u don know behine the scene. Wat i going to say is happen around Sec 4 mid year.



If u still rmb every morning every time we reach school is to sat down and read book. Tis is the only time i can see the girl i like. Her name is grace which her class is next to us. From my exp, i know where she going to sat and i always try my lucky to sat next to her. But one fine day, i then know she is my friend's friend. i was thinking its my good chance get close to her and know her better. Day by Day i start to talk to her which is just a few word but every time she relpy it make me happy. This is when i started to know tat i really falling in love. Haiz, tat time i still a shy little boy who don dare to say out anything but only dare to see. Weak la!! lol



But this feeling going to end soon when it come some afternoon. The group which grace was in ask me wan to go to Choa chu kang park. You know why they wan to go there. Its was because someone wan ask grace to be his girlfriend!! Omfg! i only can try to put a smile on my face when we are on the way to the park. When we reach to the park, we try to find a place to sit. We went into the forest and u guess wat fruits i got? Cempadak! The smell is so powerful tat i from far can smell. back to the real thing, my classmate asked her and she say yes!~ OMG! My heart just break into 2 part..But i still had to act happy for they. This is the worst feeling i had lor. Die die need to put smile on your face but u feeling wan to cry inside. HAiz!~

Emo for few day. I still go out with tat group. In tat group there is a girl call jeanie, everytime after school we will sent her home. Like her bodyguard. lols i wish i had bodyguards full of girl send me home everyday..haha. At tat time, jian hui is her best friend and i just a friend. we all though jian hui like jeanie and jeanie like he. But after few year later, then i know tat it not really wat we think of.

I still remenber one day jeanie make for us a bottle which inside is star make by her. In my whole fucking life, she is the 1st girl who give me a gift. i started had feeling about her, i don know why but maybe i just get hurt from grace. Am i replace the feeling for grace to jeanie? i think tat wat happen tat time..i know its bad, cos someone in later part will do the same thing to me. I started ran mad about her. now i look back to my past, i was fucking stupid! Do all the wrong thing and keep doing it over and over again. I know its feel good when the girl u like relpy u, but tat time i was too over tat, even she never reply, i still send..

*I just wanna to say sorry to u, when i fan u almost everyday..Past is always a past! I will not repeat it again. Its a promise! =)

I think its end of my secondary school life!! For the up-coming post, i may talk about my ITE, Work and Army life..

wow, i still remember alot of thing lor..just don know why i don remember how spell the word everytime spelling test. :P